My failure as a Magickian

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Simply put, I could not differentiate the outside from the inside.

I failed to draw a line between myself and the universe. No matter how much I tried I could not find a definitive demarcation line between the ego and the universe. Like Hadit and Nuit are locked in an eternal embrace, and the lines are blurred.

Were those entities separate beings?   Were they spirits, or was it apparitions of a damaged mind. A psyche destroyed and shattered into million billion pieces.

What was the Kai telling me? Or was it the demons of Choronzons visiting me at 3:33am?

“We each of us. have a real Holy Gaurdian Angel, or Kia, which is our power of consciousness, magic and genius.”

We also have an obsessional side, whose genetic name is Choronzon, or perhaps the demons Choronzon, for its name is multiple.

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